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Sunday, February 7th, 2010
2:56 pm	from my FA Well I'll spare the start to why I need help but I'm doing the $5 sketches again and of course anything else up to fullout coloring as well got my scanner working again, will slowly start uploading more stuff but yeah, just tons of money problems... so... just accept it at that cause I don't wanna be like the people who you know is making shit up so you'll feel bad enough to want to commission em. any tips alongside would be greatly appreciated. (Comment on this)
1:59 am	MORE badluck mom wanted me to go to the store right down the street to pick up things for her superbowl party later today. I just got back from it. I got a ticket for driving her car uninsured. I wasn't aware her car was uninsured. The reason the cop wanted to ask for me it at quik trip? Because I was backing up without my headlights on. Sorry, I know you're supposed to have your lights on at night but I'm also used to driving an automatic :/ (Comment on this)
12:32 am	My bank is retarded more bad luck... so someone apparently hacked my paypal. This person tried taking money out of my bank account via paypal. My bank is supposed to not accept any transactions to take money from my bank account and add it to paypal. I had asked them to set it up that way and they said it was. So I called them on this -$35 from overdraft charges even though they unsuccessfully took money. They said they'd refund it and look at the problem. They then refunded $5. -$30. but because money was added and it was still in the negative it decided to add on another overdraft fee of $25. I am now at -$55. hooray, mega screwed. (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 4th, 2010
1:47 am	Persey Jackson and the Olympians? seriously. Avatar came out. It was a ripoff of Pocahontas/fern gulley/dances with wolves. But apparently so far it's worked now this persey jackson is coming out. It's a direct rip off of Hercules Persey Jackson (hercules) finds out he's the son of the god Poseidon (Zeus) and as he realizes the full extent of his powers he will be helped out by a black satyr (Phil, the danny devito satyr) (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 2nd, 2010
1:17 pm	lulz So brad has been over bragging about his new bf. His name is Wes. He showed me pictures of him. Wes is actually fairly hot. Remember Brad is nothing but a fat flamer who'd be a 3 out of 10 on a scale if it weren't for the fact some people like chubby flamers, course he's not chubby, just fat. His personality drops that even lower. So then he comes over and then wants to take me with him to go get pizza. He makes a pitstop by his bf's place and starts shit. Drama drama drama. Asks him why he never responds to his call or anything since they are bf's he should. Wes was like WTF and then responded. "Dude, we're not going out, I was really drunk and high at the party. Don't kid yourself." so basically Brad got laid at a party only cause someone was drunk off his ass and then assumed they were going out. Brad is mad at me for laughing at him but seriously, for how much of a faggot asshole he's been trying to brag about how hot his 'bf' is, I think it's funny to find some sort of compensation in this. For a while I was thinking HOW in the hell did brad get a bf who looked like that. Now it makes sense. It was made up :D (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 26th, 2010
12:55 pm	Did someone hack Paypal? It doesn't show any words anymore, just weird roller symbols like looking on those handheld calender date change thingies (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 23rd, 2010
4:38 am	Early morning. Can't sleep anymore... Not sure what to do. I keep trying for a new job. Trying to do something. Though as much as a job would help and certainly having a working car... I don't want a commitment to working right in this area (in walking distance of this place). I seriously want away from here. I know, I had a few chances before, taking some and then turning back on those chances though for valid reasons. I just don't want to be HERE. I've been trying to tell myself for a while it'd be okay once I get a job, get the car fixed, etc. That's not really true. Not unless I figure a way to make enough money to still go live on my own. Thing is I REALLY can't stand being here. No matter what happens so long as I'm here, I'm probably going to be bottling shit up from all the annoyances I'm being placed under. Sort of makes me appreciate stories of romanticized scenarios. Especially those savior mentalities that are actually executed well enough to still read through. Then again I don't know if I'd even be okay with being under that as much as I like it in reading, I just never have been a person to accept charity without knowing I can pay/do something to repay it. I really don't want to deal with my brother, I really don't want to deal with my mother. I know this sounds juvenile. Even if I get a job, I'm only going to be stolen from again. Even if I get a job, I'm still going to have to listen to my mom make lies up just to try to insult me and try to cease the urge inside to just smack the bitch upside the head for her stupidity. And to some degree now some of those things she's insulted me for are becoming true. I want to slap myself for that too. And now I see myself listening to others and the stories of people they've helped out or how they were screwed over by others and mixtures of both. I guess some people just after a certain point if they ever are generous to any degree get the urge killed to keep being that way. I know I have, but then again its not like I have anything to give anymore either. Really... wish there was at least ONE thing that could be said to me, or something that could actually help. Or maybe I'm just too hard to help. For now though I feel more pissed, scared, and depressed than I usually do. I know these are scattered thoughts... just felt like getting them out there. Why on a public forum I'm not sure. It's not like there's too many people who support my mindset and they're right for not doing so. It's been too long since I sort of didn't know whether I wanted sympathy or whatever you'd call it and eventually people would get tired of giving it. Hell even I am tired of the feeling of wanting it. so after everything, all I have to say to finish this is my nipple burns for some weird reason :/ Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Friday, January 15th, 2010
10:56 pm	nice meme? Reply to this post, and I'll tell you one reason why I like you. Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 12th, 2010
1:47 pm	Computer help...again. Or gimme money for a new sata! (lulz) actually if anyone wanted to help financially I'd take up more commissions but I can't provide anything until I get my computer fixed. So backstory as of now for any tech geek who could help. I was on visual boy playing an emulated FF legends 2. I tried to open up mozilla firefox. It refused to open and kept giving me a crash messege. After a while I opened up the detailed report as to the crashes and it immediately makes my computer blue screen. I didn't get to read the cause of the crash cause the blue screen would only show up for a second. So my first response was to back everything I could up. I managed to do that but it blue screened again the moment I tried bringing up internet or aim or something CONNECTED to the internet I decided to reinstall windows xp, yeah, hasty decision but I went ahead and tried it. In the middle of windows xp reinstalling it blue screened with some messege of (something)_is_lesser_than. I tried it again and it did the same thing so I let it run without the disc. It said the NTLDR is missing and to ctrl+alt+delete. I tried the repair function afterwards, it blue screenedagain during that and when it ran without disc it said "windows.setup is missing" so wtf should I do? Just get a new hard drive again? The computer store I had to rebuy a new hard drive from is once again refusing to cover it under warranty. I really should have him closed for never following his warranties -_- dunno if that's even a possibility but it's really shady and stupid. (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 9th, 2010
1:21 am	I lied. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, January 8th, 2010
5:06 pm	I fucked a girl (21 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 5th, 2010
2:30 pm	computer help? D: Okay, so I was on an emulator... then I tried opening up firefox. before it'd open a firefox crash windows appeared so I clicked off it, tried it again and again, it always crashed so I tried opening up the details of the crash. AT that moment the computer blue screened and restarted without giving me much time to read what was said on the error screen. It restarted and I get on, try opening up fire fox, it blue screens and restarts. This time when it restarts it runs a chkdsk scan and then says tons of files were missing yet SUCCESSFULLY RECOVERED. Then it goes on, I click firefox again and it says it is missing some different files and cannot open... then I try internet explorer and same messege appears. It blue screened of death again I don't know what to do to fix this x_x (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 29th, 2009
11:24 pm	lol meebo furry room and art yeah, I was an ass, but I had fun :3 [23:06] poop: http://www.fileupyours.com/files/255048/distraction.jpg just finished. Not really sure if I should care to really correct it [23:07] Meebo Message: poop is now known as A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!" [23:08] Michael Whittmore (wolf): Meh, from an artistic point of view its good enough but you suck at reptilian biology [23:08] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": I suck at reptilian biology? [23:08] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": how so? [23:08] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": Cause I gave him BALLS? [23:08] Michael Whittmore (wolf): Yeah [23:08] Michael Whittmore (wolf): If you really drew that [23:09] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": yes I did [23:09] Michael Whittmore (wolf): Because you gave him a mamilian dick [23:09] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": omg [23:09] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": oh noez [23:09] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": it's another furtard talking about furry anatomy. [23:10] Michael Whittmore (wolf): Well if you dont like "Furtards" Then why the fuck are you here? [23:10] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": You know what qualifies as a furtard right? [23:11] Michael Whittmore (wolf): I know you dont know enough about me to judge [23:11] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": Just that comment alone is enough [23:12] * Michael Whittmore (wolf) sighs "If I felt like dealing with this I would go back to Facepunch" [23:13] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": You're going to bitch cause it DOESN'T have an animilistic dick? you sick fuck! [23:13] Miro♂: Rawr people getting angry over stupid, trivial things [23:13] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": lol [23:13] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": I'm not angry ^^ I think it's funny [23:13] Miro♂: I wasn't talking about you [23:13] Michael Whittmore (wolf): Im not bitching about it I'm stating my opinion [23:13] Miro♂: So bazing [23:14] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": "You suck at reptilian anatomy" [23:14] Michael Whittmore (wolf): Which is an opinion [23:14] Michael Whittmore (wolf): Thus stated [23:14] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": Okay, tell me where it says in a FURRY ANTHRO drawing I have to keep dragon dicks looking reptilian cause dragons don't even exist! [23:14] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": You stated something irrelevant for a stupid reason thus giving you a furtard status :3 [23:15] Miro♂: FUCK YOU I'M A DRAGON [23:15] : A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!" has been warned 1 time! [23:15] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": FUCK ME I'M AN AMOEBA! [23:15] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": Oh awesome, the furtard warns me for being butthurt :D [23:15] Eelias: Hah....amoeba... [23:15] Upload [RobotFeline]: .-. Someone likes animal cock. [23:15] Upload [RobotFeline]: Wtf? [23:15] * Upload [RobotFeline] calles PETA [23:15] Upload [RobotFeline]: calls* [23:15] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": Yo' mama? [23:16] A Cyran goes "RAEP ME!": Well yew betta call yo mammy and yo pappi and have em getjoo the mariguana [23:16] Upload [RobotFeline]: BAH [23:16] Upload [RobotFeline]: I came back for nothing?!?!?!?!?!!? upload's last statement was for michael leaving :3 (2 Comments |Comment on this)
7:07 pm	I just fucking knew this'd happen. So, ya know my mom's been taking all these loans out for my brother's car and to preemptively pay for college right? well she was doing that 'so long as she was getting child support from my brother's dad'. his dad lost his job my mom is bitching now that I need to make more money to help pay for my brother's car when my own is broken. My mom is angry at me cause I told her "No, fuck him, take the car back, see if the classes for next year are refundable and stop buying him all that shit" surprisingly though my mom isn't throwing shit at me, she's just doing her normal runs of calling people to tell them what a horrible person I am. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 16th, 2009
12:52 am	while I sit here right now... I keep remembering a lot of people I knew in the past... and I'm getting angry.. how stupid I actually am for trusting and helping people who DIDN'T DESERVE SHIT?! well, really stupid. You're right, I'm admitting it. This is my coronation into being truly labeled and for correct reasons... a furtard. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 8th, 2009
6:48 pm	The Theory behind Adam and Steve Yes. You all misheard the bible story from homophobes. Remember, god created MAN to be in his image. He created Adam and steve one day and they looked exactly like one another. but soon after Steve got a bad habit.. he would never SHUT THE FUCK UP! So God took matters into his own hand and kicked him so hard in the balls that his genetalia was lodged so far up his body it turned into a vagina. The extra pressure inside him creating breasts. Thus the Woe of Man was born. an Entity that wouldn't stop talking and nagging... The WoMan! So moral of this story. Women? SHUT THE FUCK UP! (8 Comments |Comment on this)
3:05 am	No longer a need to censor... a warning about Beastlybahamut Yeah, after all that's happened recently... Anyone know Beastlybahamut/Bigbahamut? Yeah, he's the one that screwed me over big time during the summer. I strongly suggest warning anyone who attempts to move in with him or whatnot... I wasn't the first that he tried having move in with him (second to my knowledge) but I really hope nobody else has to go and try without knowing he's probably going to be lying about every aspect there. (Comment on this)
12:41 am	Lol, is Luca serious? so there's this Alicia person in this chat site... that for no reason at all says that she knows I'm an asshole for being mean to Luca (who wouldn't know any other way asides the fact that it'd be something a furry would get butthurt for themselves since I didn't even say anything mean TO luca while he kept running his mouth, getting offendored that I didn't like cub art someone else posted XD) So then after making that statement to 'her' she said no that she knows Luca IRL since luca is her IRL brother and is actually not fat and is rather skinny (unlike his ED picture (?)) and then to FURTHER try giving proof said that since she was his sister that his full name was.... Luca alexander williamson :D what a fuuuuckin dumb bitch! (Comment on this)
Friday, December 4th, 2009
9:00 pm	so... I sent the guy who screwed me over during the summer a return letter... via IM though. and lo and behold he instablocks me. hmm, not sure if it's the fact that it was that he has a fetish for being right or what, but I still can't believe how he tried rationalizing everything to being my fault :/ (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 3rd, 2009
6:26 pm	Witness protection program?? Errr, why not when you have a witness just get em to testify on the spot and then arrest the guy prior to a trial? All these movies and their funny setups. I just saw two people fucking. I'd like to be in the witness protection program so I can live 2 years from now and say I saw them doing the dirty monkey handshake. (Comment on this)